I look back in this diary, reading the posts I made and I am absolutely ashamed at how immature I was! It's awful.
I went outside for the first time in two weeks(because I'm nearing my due date and I get really tired), I think, to visit the neighborhood store and I had a beautiful experience.
*I saw two or three butterflies and they all flew past and around me
*it was mid afternoon so there were no ugly faces to be seen
*I heard the birds singing
*I smelled the perfume of our neighbor's flowers (normally, I would steal a flower or two but my husband doesn't like me stealing flowers and he's on duty and I hate his twenty four hour-duty and I miss him so I resisted taking one T_T haha)
*I felt the breeze pick up my hair and whip it around
*I heard the trees rustling and I saw one leaf about to fall, put out my tiny palm and I caught it!
It was quite entrancing...
please excuse the broom, my husband cleaned the house the other day..